Forgiveness

A blog entry with such a title is bound to be endless (Don't be scared, this will be short. I promise). Forgiveness is somewhat of a mystery to me. How can someone completely disregard an ill action that was acted upon them to retain a proper standing with the offender? (My own definition, not Websters. Impressed?) Possibly it's because of the relationship with the offender prior to the incident was something to cherish so much that neither party would want anything or anyone to hinder that relationship.

But there's something to note after forgiveness has been granted. Things change. They have to. I liken it unto an equation that doesn't balance out. When an error is found and the equation doesn't balance, you have to start over. Much of the entries are still the same but some exponents must be adjusted.

Don't fear changing the exponents. If you want the equation to balance itself, they must be right. Keep working at it.

Coming Back to Bite Me

Yeah yeah yeah, I said something. And it came back to "bite me in the rear." My mistake. Foolish me, I thought I could choose my words carefully and choose the right ones to tell them to. People will let you down. People will disappoint you. I let people down. I disappoint people. My words were never meant to hurt or discourage anyone. For anyone that knows me for any length of time knows that about me. And I'm sorry you took offense to them...

...but I'm still right. 

My World...Changing

I can't stop it nor do I want to.

Transition is a funny thing. Leaving old things behind, going on to newer things. Some of it is hard. I know. It's going to be hard for me here soon but I must live each day as if it were my last. Or at least live each day as if it were on purpose (thank you Hitch).

I'm trying to do a few things before my departure. Trying to set some things in order, make a few things right. With some things, I'm succeeding. With other things, I don't think it's getting off the ground but no worries.

A few things have gotten my attention. I found out that people DO read this blog, heh. And that people are concerned for me. It truly humbles me. 

But my world is changing. I am changing. Things change...it's inevitable. But never look at change as a barrier but as a stepping stone. It may be harder to get to the next one but there'll definitely be a sense of accomplishment when you get there. Keep your head up and follow Christ. 

I love you.

Uh...

Exactly. Nothing much going on here. Just thought I'd post something. All smiles. :D All kisses :-*