A Lot on My Mind

I don't think I've ever thought about so many things at once like I have been doing recently. There are many things to consider, both short term and long term, but most of everything I have to deal with is short term. Nothing is set in stone for me. After graduation, what else is there? What do I do? Where will I go? I think about these things. I pray that the Lord will give me direction and I know He will. He'll guide and direct me. He'll not leave me nor will He forsake me. I guess it's just our sin nature to worry about things and when we worry, we're not exercising faith. It's a constant struggle.

Master's work, graduation, finances, and other things just hit me all at once. I can always pray about it all. "We have not because we ask not," explains it well in the book of James. 

Well you all have a good one. See ya later

And Then...There Was Monday

Sunday was a much needed rest for me. I guess it's because I wasn't feeling well. Head felt rather cloudy and I was dizzy. But it seems like every Sunday, I run a marathon which isn't really that much. I do the Shepherd's Class Sunday School and then go the nursing home for the afternoon and then head back to church for the evening service. Even though I wasn't up to par, it was nice to sit and relax, watch the services online while eating cake and drinking some milk.

And then...there was Monday. Heh, we all have them. It was rather difficult waking up. Every movement is a struggle on a Monday morning. But it's a Wednesday night now so I'm over the case of the Mondays (I better watch out, I'll get my tail kicked for saying something like that...). 

Anyway, I'll go on my way. Later gators.

Can Sorry Ever Do?

There's a game set before us and I violate the rules

I think only about myself and how I don't want to lose

I remember how I cheated myself and how I robbed you

I tell you from my heart, I'm sorry...but can sorry ever do?

I've placed you on a pinnacle and gave you worship that was due

Because in my heart I knew you cared and you stayed forever true

But the storms came and you fell off, my structure wasn't true to you

And I tell you from my heart, I'm sorry...but can sorry ever do?

You followed hard after my words of wisdom and nothing was refused

You listened intently and kept silent while I pondered and mused

But now I am at the end of myself, and a fool, I am presented to you

I'm sorry, my friend, I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry...but can sorry ever do?

But here I am, battered and beatened and there's nothing I can do

But I'll stay here, I will not move, because I'll  be here for you

I've presented you this question, "Can Sorry Ever Do?"

I know with me, it always will...but the choice is up to you.

Am I a Little...Off?

I don't think I am. I may be though, you never know. Things are constantly running through my mind, reminding me that I have less time. Less time for what? Well...heh, just less time. I always believed that the two things we're running out of, spending like crazy when we can be more sensible, but always needing more of is time and money. It doesn't matter how much you have; it matters what you use it for.

When you think about things that...well don't necessarily trouble you, but make you weigh the varying outcomes, it shows in your countenance. Maybe in your conversation, as well. Also, it can show in your conduct. 

I just want to be careful

Another Notebook

Man, it's hard to get started on this notebook. I know I should be ahead but somethings just end up getting in the way. And I lack some serious motivation. I read a chapter here and there and these other projects don't help either. I need to get some "gumption" and get to it. Sigh...okay, it's time to get to it. 

Just for Posting Sake

Yeah...nothing much going on here. Just writing something because I know that I haven't posted anything for a while. 

I want to post something interesting; something that gives new insight into what I'm dealing with or what's on my heart and mind. But it's 1:45 a.m. and nothing much is going through my mind except, "Ya know, I stink...and I want to fix myself a burger." Chick-Fil-A will cause you to produce a rebellious spirit...(if you haven't gathered it by now, I'm presently clothed in my CFA uniform)

One of my roommates hasn't returned yet...I think he said he was doing something and won't be back for a while. I don't know. I never really pay attention, especially when I'm playing NCAA '09. Oh, and if all you know how to do is run an option...please learn some other plays please. 

Yeah, random thoughts...it is now 1:48 a.m.