Fighting

I've done my fair share of it but it's useless now. 

I really don't see why I try. 

Fine, I'll say it. I was wrong. You get a gold sticker, a cookie, and the acknowledgment that you were right. 

...besides, that's what you wanted all along. 

Now go fight with someone else.

Fire in the Hole!

Yes...I am angry. This is the angriest I think I've ever been. Just thinking, musing, pondering on everything that's funny. As I laugh...I really start to think. And then my laughter stops and it's silent. I grit my teeth, I clench my fist, my eyes turn red and I'm just plain fed up! 

(Be ye angry and sin not...)

Yeah, I know. I talked with my mother. I realize that I hold a lot of stuff in. I figure no one wants to hear me whine and complain. I'm sure there are enough people who think I do enough of it already. 

I'm at the point where if you're not going to give me a warm embrace, a kiss on the cheek and/or some cash...you best not mess with me! 

(That doesn't make any sense...)

It doesn't have to. Get off my back! 

(This isn't like you...)

I know...so what does that tell you? Something must have happened that set me off. 

(What happened?)

Nothing...I'm just going to hold it in so I can listen to you. Afterall, I am a great friend and a great listener who gives great advice. I must live up to my role. No room for selfishness here...

(...?)

Nothing...I'm fine. 

Frankly, my dear...

I really don't care what you think. I'm passed it, over it, beyond it. 

Foolishness

I just informed a friend that I laugh at...foolishness. It's easy to get frustrated at it and I do get frustrated. But hindsight causes me to laugh at it.

Why people do the things they do...heh, baffle me. People will fight, naw, scratch, and kill to do what they want, keep what they want to keep...but later on, it's all for naught. And they look back and wonder, "Why? Why did I do that? Did I accomplish anything?"

Eh, we live and we learn. I'm going to get some ice cream. Goodnight, good people.

Faux Pas

I meant Memorial Day...

I had Farm Town on my mind and was thinking about labor. An honest misake, I assure you

Farm Town

I don't want it to become another addiction...but it pains me to see crops ready to be harvested but I can't harvest them because the owner of the farm isn't there! I need the money and the experience!!

I must be sick if I'm writing a blog entry about a Facebook application. 

Anyway, things are looking up I suppose. I'm just hanging around at the computer. Labor Day is this weekend and my buddy Jake is getting married. It's going to be a fun weekend.

Farm Town...looking for work, please hire me.

Funny

Man...does anyone read this thing anymore? If I lost a few supporters then that's understandable. I really haven't been the flavor of the year so far in 2009... :D

So this is what my life has been "reduced" to, Facebook, Blogger and work. I like the working part though. I should be thankful and I am. Some of my friends have nothing and they're looking for a job. I love my job. No customers, just me and my trusty hands pulling trash and pushing a vacuum. :D

Hehehe...my eyes can't help but catch things. My mind can't help but wander and this smile (you know the smile) can't help but make its way on my face. It's all very...funny. :D

"Antoine, what are you talking about?" "Oh...I think I know." Well, you THINK you know and you're probably right...but then again, you're probably more wrong than a 5-year old child wearing a bluetooth earpiece. It's just wrong but oh so very...funny. :D

I suppose I'm at a funny stage of my life right now. It's interesting how I see things, how it all plays out. I really can just laugh at it all. Why? Because it's all just very...very...funny. :D

XD

Fear

...yes, I'm continuing with the theme. I'm seeing how far I can take it :D

But honestly, this seems to be the one thing a lot of my friends are going through right now, even yours truly. 

The unknown is scary, I know. But the Lord has not given us the spirit of fear but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. 

The Lord is going to take care of us. We know this but we don't want to be stretched. We don't want to get out of our comfort zone. 

But the Lord, He will take of us. He will never leave us nor forsake us. We must take the Lord at His word. 

Freedom

Funny thing about freedom. It seems the more freedom you have, the more bound you are. Quite the paradox, I'm sure. 

But it's good to be out of the clutches of the school. Feels good to just go riding around with a buddy into the wee-hours of the night, touring the beautiful countryside of Loudon County... :P

With more freedom, I've come to realize there's a limit. Without it, everything will just be plain anarchy. And we don't want that, do we? I know I don't. 

Contentment is the key. Christ is the goal. Godliness with contentment is great gain. May God help us to apply this to every facet of our lives. 

Frustration

Hehehe...it frustrates them. It absolutely frazzles them that I'm not doing what they want me to do. I'm not the person they want me to be. 

They care about me, I know. I love them and I don't deserve their friendship...but they forget, I have a life and I live my life for myself, not for them. And yes, I live my life for the Lord (to appease the pious crowd) and I don't intend to forsake the Lord after all He's done for me, to me, and through me. He's a wonderful Savior. 

You see, lately I've been the quiet one. And I think people looked at my silence and took that as compliance. I'm sorry if I'm the rebellious, prodigal son here but...I'm going to live my life. 

You have just a few more days left...endure it.